Hi there. I found my old essay. I hope my writing can inspire you how to write. By the way, both of the essay inside my blog, brought me to the second stage which is assessment. You can learn how to answer and what the question inside the google actually. I have found once. It is very hard and challenging actually. So , i didn't get to the third stage. But nevermind. I already have other target now. 


Q1: A DESCRIPTION OF THE INTENDED AREA OF STUDY 
A1: Medical is the field of study that I desired to continue with. My ambition is a doctor. To be a doctor is a challenging work and I love to challenge myself to have a better future. Plus, being a doctor is the only way to get close to the community. By doing this, I will know other people's hardship and it will keep me remind that there are more people suffering out there. This will makes me more motivated all the time and gives me spirit to help more people. We know that on 26th December 2004, Acheh has been sweep by the tsunami. When I am in form 2 ( 2011), I was interested to watch the videos through youtube. Many people died and injured badly. All of them need medical attention. Despite the lack of facilities and medical care, those doctors still trying their best to treat the victims. I felt compassion to all of those victims and I really want to help them. Starting on that time,  I determined to be a doctor. I want to save people's lives and I want to help people who suffers by pain. Since that day, I started watching drama and movies that concerning a doctor issues to gain my enthusiasm such as greys anatomy and emergency couple. I get more interested by watching the cases in emergency room, surgery and their life as an intern. Now, I have passion to be a doctor.

Q2: HOW THIS WILL BENEFIT YOUR COUNTRY 
A2: Eventhough nowadays Malaysia is a viable country,  this country is still lack of doctors. The ratio between doctor and patient is 1:2700. Increasing numbers of doctor will accommodate the necessities of government's hospital. Moreover, we could decreases the death rate in Malaysia which also lead to addition the number of manpower in Malaysia. Within this, we should stop importing foreigners who come here for a job as we have sufficiency number of manpowers. This will help us increase our country's financial condition. In addition, if Malaysia have specialist doctors, we do not need to import specialist from other countries that cost too much. This will also attract patients from foreign countries to seek medical attention at Malaysia which also contribute by increasing our financial. Plus, infected diseases can be prevent by having adequate number of doctors. Malaysian could be more productive without these types of diseases like dengue. Malaysia always assume that worldwide relationship are vital. When there are wars or disaster happens, doctors are sent for medical help at other places. This shows that doctors help our country to have a good relationship with other countries and prevents war. Doctors from our country will also gives a good view and example to the foreign country. They renowned our country and we should be proud of them.

Q3:THE PERSONAL QUALITIES THAT MAKE YOU A WORTHY RECIPIENT OF A SCHOLARSHIP 
A3: I have interest on studying and achieving my dreams. I am also an easy-learner. I am willing to work hard as long as I can achieve my targets. When there are some topic that I could not understand, I will stay up late at night so I can study and understand the topic. Usually, those high-achiever had attend tuition classes or having prep at their boarding school. But I did not attend tuition classes because of its expensive fee and I also schooling at daily school. This shows that I am an independent students. I have my own identity that would not influenced by my peers. Usually,  teenagers in my age love wasting their time and money but it is different when it comes to me. On my free time,  I would love to study and I can tell you studying is my hobby. For your information,  I have travel three schools for my secondary and I can adapt easily to my new condition. Especially,  after 13 years living at sarawak and now I am at East Malaysia and I have a lot of friends. Just imagine, the changes of languages, culture, technology and entertainment. How did entertainment does not bother me? Because I have only one aim here. It is to grab a chance to success in this big city. I have flexibility to live anywhere with my fixed personality. 



Never have I thought I mentioned Acheh before. And now I got a lovely boyfie from there hehe. But he lived faraway from the tsunami places. I am fascinated about that country very much especially from their food. Even the guys from their country can cook veryyyyy delicious food. Everyone of them know what kind of fish, what is spices and everything that a girl who is so ignorant about kitchen don't know. I am glad to know him. Hehe. 


Just to be proud. 


Sincerely, 

Mesh.

Hi and assalammualaikum

Astaghfirullahaladzim La ila ha illallah.
Utk pengetahuan , tadi dah taip panjang naudzubillah dkt dlm apps blog ni. Ends up dia terpadam sendiri . 

*Tepuk dahi

So type dalam email copy and paste je nnti.

Sorry ter merepek pulak.
(Sakit hati sis)

Setelah sekian lama dah tak post blog, baru terbuka hati, teropen minded nak mulakan sesi sharing is caring lagi. Dah sekian lama down terperuk dkt dalam gaung, saya dah bangkit semula semangat, kembali lagi melangkah thanks to my special someone yg tolak saya dari belakang supaya keluar dari gaung ni. 

Memang tak dinafikan , ramai sangat yg tanya pasal medic, physio, uitm dlm email. Ada yang sempat jawab , ada yang tak. Tp yg lepasan spm 2019 ni mmg kebanyakan saya jawab sbb bukanlah nak kata free tapi, mmg nak bantu. Saya minta maaf banyak2 bg sesiapa yg saya tak jawab  , saya doakan awak semua berjaya dunia akhirat. 

So this time , i am just going to post about why i am here again? What is my purpose for this so called "upgrade minda" blog?  

Actually i got an email on a mother that is concern about her daughter future. I was touched deep in my heart for that, because that is my first time dealing with a lovely yet lively mother. 

I replied everything based on what i know, and as humble as i could because yet, i am not a med student and not even a degree student. And I was depressed for few years and took a decisions to stand a few months ago. I am not even walking , and just taking my first step now. 

And her replies, omg.

I was touched.

I then remembered why is this blog built .

" I don't want any people taste any of these bitterness"

" I don't want any of my next generation feeling that hard to swallow feels while crying of their broken future"

" I don't want anyone to feel , " if only anyone told me these, i wont feel this regret"" 

" I want to guide them . I want to upgrade their mind, that not only one profession could be chosen as a career. There are lots and lots of other chances out there."

"I want to share my experience honestly. Of how, what and why? Share my knowledge that I kept all in my mind including tips on pmr (now pt3 so i couldn't) , spm ( i was 8A student. Not to be proud but i will share to you all the tips on how to study that subject later.), what is my experience on working in normal career, why i take a big leap, where should you go, What is CAT, CAT KSA, how to study for foundation student and the list go on! I want to share this until i got nothing to share."

 This is what I am aiming for on the past few years. But it is already gone after i got myself into the dark mode. (amboi)

But now i am coming back guys. I will inspire everyone of you, and tell you everything i know, and not going to step back. 


Anyway , do feel free to contact me since most of you want my number

+60164180505

Sampai sini saja sebab dah lewat. Need to sleep. Esok nak kerja + prep for exams this friday. 

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A girl who search many ways to live after quitting a degree program. 20 y/o. Trying to guide other people life so that they don't feel how is it to be heartbroken.